please!!!!

 

its easy to be in the present when u dont think of the future. its hard to be here when its the future ur thinkin' of.

 

for the past eight months the furtherest ahead that ive been thinking was next week lol. for most of it ive only been thinking of today and tommorrow.

 

probably why i didnt manage to go away during may week. probably why i havent managed to do much!  im trying to formulate plans for when i get home. for the order with which i will accomplish things... like be at home, go to wales, be in australia... live there?

 

its cooler today.... it would be really easy to sleep today away. but i have class and i have things to do.... but all i wanna do is sleep!!! but im awake now. so thats a bonus

 

i adopt kam today. he's my newest baby brother. i got lei lei (and i think ive always had u cherub) and then there is my lei lei. and my older and most fabulous of brothers - thats u gary.

 

ohhh head rush.. must shower and eat

 

love to the world. especially to isi and ali

ruth